Pexels<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\u201cIn November of 2017, I broke off an engagement with a girl because I found out she had been lying to me and her family backed it up. One of her lies was that she became pregnant in the aftermath of being assaulted. I was devastated upon hearing the news and didn\u2019t want to leave her in such a difficult time, so I stayed.<\/p>\n
As it turned out, my ex had another partner I didn\u2019t know about. He then got her pregnant before making himself scarce. I was also misled by my ex about her age. I later found out the partner she cheated on me with was a \u2018friend\u2019 she told me not to worry about. <\/p>\n
After I had learned all about the details, it was time for me to have my baby. It was the child that I fell in love with. It felt as if I’d been struck by a car when I discovered the truth. My ex and the child were left behind. She was impossible to forgive. <\/p>\n
My ex finally succeeded in placing me on child support a month later. In the end, I was in debt and went into depression. When I thought things couldn\u2019t get worse, I heard from one of her relatives that my dad was also mixed up in the drama. <\/p>\n
My ex-husband and his dad apparently got together while they were still together. While my dad was not a significant part of me, he did know my ex and knew him before we ever dated. This revelation triggered a deep pain in my heart that continues to hurt today. <\/p>\n
Because all of my money went into a relationship that was utterly disastrous, I felt very down and forced to return to my mother’s house. My mom and my older sister were having a conversation about all that had happened.<\/p>\n
I told them how depressed I was but my mother looked at me with a look of disgust on her face and called me \u2018big ass baby.\u2019 She then told me to man up because \u2018depression is for cowards and crybabies.\u2019<\/p>\n
My mother’s words have stayed with me forever. I\u2019ve never seen her in the same manner. I\u2019m still depressed and looking into getting therapy when I can afford it. <\/p>\n
I have learned to keep my emotions hidden from others. If I\u2019m having a conversation, I never share my true thoughts and feelings because I\u2019m so scared I\u2019ll be shut down again like my problems don\u2019t matter. <\/p>\n
Hopefully in the future things turn around, but now I\u2019m more alone than ever.\u201d<\/p>\n
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